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  • Not Alone..

    Spending my Wednesday dancing Samba alone wasn't supposed to be the plan. Afterwork, I rushed to Lincoln Centers' Mid Summer Night Swing and barely made it on time. Because of the anticipated rain only about 200 people…

  • Let's make happy..

    I was once ased to describe meaning vs. happiness. Others thought that the two concepts are mutually exclusive, where you can't lead a life of meaning and a life of happiness at the same time...that one has to be sacri…

  • Let it...

    pass...happen...be.Sometimes you get so caught up with trying to analyze something that wasn't meant to be or analyzing something that only existed in your own imagination. It's a sure waste of time especially if there…

  • No Expectations.

    It never fails - my heart races every time I see that pitch black screen with words typed in bold white font "The Human Condition" - will there be a new entry today? Will it be about me? My pulse quickens - then stops.…

  • Holding hands...

    I was at a karaoke bar singing, laughing, enjoying good times...when suddenly I froze. For a half a second everything in my world paused: my mind, my heart, my breath.Though the gentle touch was warm and casual, somethi…

  • But...

    As soon as I became single, my guy friends warned me about the tough dating world. "There are games...so many games...most men you meet will just want to sleep with you..." blah blah blah. One of my girl friends had a…

  • He said the L word..

    On Monday, 07/28/08We had our 'closure dinner' where we talked about the ultimatum he gave me earlier that week. My answer (though I was still unsure) was: I'm not ready.I remember the breeze after dinner that night as…

  • My first.

    Ahhh...the beauty of experiencing The First...being labled The First...remembering The First...etc. etc.Within these past few months, I've experienced many of "my firsts." My first break up...my first in an ambulette...…